We Will Make It Work

Long story short.....we decided to work it out.

There are some things that I am sure Zach would not want me to share with you.  But, the reason for his e-mail and feelings were beyond his control.

He is on his way to "normal", and apologized for everything that happened.

The babies and I are back in our home (thank goodness because it killed me whenever my children asked to go home).

Are we back to how we were a month ago, no.  Will get back to that place?  Yes, I believe we will.

I am sure it will be a long and difficult road, every marriage is.

What we learned:  Marriage is hard-work, and something you need to work at each and every day.

Forgiveness

I decided today that I am going to forgive my husband.

For the last several days I have been processing information.  Filing away all these little phrases from our conversation(s), and trying to make sense of it all.  Which is quite a difficult task when the conversation/phrases don't always make sense to you.

Aah, anyway.  I discovered Courtney through Money Saving Mom's blog last week, and I have been slowly watching all of her You-tube videos.  Here is the one that spoke to me the most: 




While this has been a challenging decision to come to, I am ready to jump in.

I believe that while my husband and I might not always agree or get along for that matter, we are meant for each other.  I do not believe that divorce is an option.  I will do anything to make my marriage work.  However, like I said before, some things will have to change in order for our marriage to become successful.

These are the things that I know for sure:  We will have our problems, we will get through them, and I will always love him.