Over the past couple of days I have been asking myself, why am I losing weight?
Most experts say that you should lose weight for yourself, no one else. Well, to be quite honest I don't care. Isn't that terrible? But, really....I would much rather enjoy nap time, reading a book or just relaxing, than get my ass kicked by Jillian. Running around with two little babies is tiring, and I just really want, eh need, a break....especially when I am still getting up in the middle of the night :(.
But, after thinking about this for a few days, I realized that I am trying to lose weight for my children. I want to be able to run around outside with them (easily), take them swimming without worrying what I look like in a swim suit, be able to slide down the slide at the park without my hips digging into the sides. Sigh.
Anyone want to pay for weight loss surgery for me? Haha, totally kidding. I know that wold be the "easy" way out, and more than likely I would just end up over-weight again. This is just something I need to do...something I need to stick with.....something I NEED to accomplish.
I love my kids, and want them to have everything in the world.....especially their Mom.